Mukayamba kuŵa mdima mu chipinda cha m’chipatala, nga ndikokuti mukaŵa mu thengere likuru. Ine nkhamanyanga kuyipulika mphepo kuputanga mu mahamba, kweni ichi chikawoneka nga nkhutali chomene mu thengere. Imwe mukwenera kuti muli kupulikapo kukhuŵa kwa mphepo kusunkhunyanga mahamba, kwizanga kufupi na kufupi kwa imwe. Ine nkhaghanaghana, “Inya, iyi ndi nyifwa yikwiza kuzakanditora ine.” O! uzima wane wamukumana na Chiuta, ine nkhayezga kuromba kweni nkhatondeka.
Pakusenderera kufupi kwa mphepo, kukakuliranga na kukuliranga. Mahamba ghakabwanyana ndipo pa nyengo yimoza, ine nkharuta.
Ichi pamanyuma chikawoneka kuti ine nkhaŵaso munyamata muchoko wambura skapato, ndayimirira mu nthowa yira kusi kwa khuni lenelira. Ine nkhapulikaso Lizgu lenelira ilo likati, “Ungamwanga panji kukhweŵa.” Ndipo mahamba agho ine nkhapulika ghakaŵa gheneghara agho ghakabwanyana mu khuni zuŵa lira.
Kweni nyengo iyi Lizgu likati, “Ine nkhakuchema ndipo iwe ntha ukaruta.” Ili likawerezga kachitatu.
Ntheura ine nkhati, “Fumu, usange uyo Ndimwe, lekani ine ndiwerereso ku charu ndipo ine ndamkupharazga Ivangeli Linu pachanya pa nyumba na m’makona gha misewu. Ine ndamkuphalira waliyose za ichi!”
Para mboniwoni iyi yikati yajumpha, ine nkhawona kuti ine ntha nkhapulikako makora. Dokotala wane wakaŵa ndithu mu chipinda. Iyo wakiza na kundilaŵiska ine ndipo wakazukuma. Iyo wakawoneka ngati kuti iyo wakaghanaghana kuti ine ndafwa, ntheura iyo wakati, “ine ntha ndine munthu wakwenda ku tchalitchi, ntchito yane nkhuyimanya makora, kweni ine nkhumanya Chiuta wamuyendera munyamata uyu.” Icho iyo wakayowoyera ntheura, ine ntha nkhuchimanya. Ntha wakaŵapo munyakhe wakayowoyapo chinyakhe za ichi. Usange ine nkhachimanyenge kale icho ine nkhumanya sono, ine nthena nkhanyamuka pa bedi lira kurumbanga Zina Lakhe.
Para mazuŵa ghachoko ghakati ghajumphapo ine nkhazomerezgeka kuwerera ku nyumba kweni ine nkhaŵa ndithu murwari ndipo nkhakakamizgika kuvwara magalasi ku maso chifukwa cha muzgerere. Mutu wane ukanjenjemera para ine nkhalaŵiska pa chirichose pa kanyengo.
Ine nkhayambako kupenja na kumusanga Chiuta. Ine nkhayenda mpingo na mpingo, kuyezganga kuti ndisange malo ghanyakhe uko kukaŵa kachitiro kakale kakufikira ku guŵa. Chachitima chikaŵa chakuti ine ntha nkhawusanga umoza.
Ine nkhayowoya kuti usange ine ndizamkuŵapo Mukhristu, ine nadi ndizamkuŵa yumoza. Mupharazgi uyo wakandipulika ine nkhuyowoya ndemanga wakati, “Sono munyamata Billy, iwe ukupurukira mu kuzenthuka.” Ine nkhayowoya kuti usange ine ningasanga chisopo, ine nkhakhumbanga kuti ndichipulike ichi para chikwiza, nga ndiumo ŵasambiri ŵakachitira.
O rumbani Zina Lakhe. Ine pamanyuma nkhachisanga chisopo ndipo ine ndichali nacho ichi, ndipo na wovwiri Wakhe, ine nichisungirirenge ichi nyengozose.
Usiku umoza ine nkhamukhumbisiska chomene Chiuta na chakundichitikira cheneko mwakuti ine nkharuta ku kanyumba kakale kuseri kwa nyumba ndipo nkhayezga kuromba. Ine ntha nkhamanya umo ine ningarombera ntheura pamanyuma ine nkhayamba waka kuyowoya kwa Iyo nga ndiumo ine ningachitira kwa munyakhe waliyose. Mbwenu pa nyengo yimoza kukiza Kuŵara mu kanyumba ndipo kukapanga mphinjika ndipo Lizgu kufuma mu mphinjika likayowoya kwa ine mu chiyowoyero icho ine ntha nkhapulikanga. Uku pamanyuma kukaruta. Ine nkhati waka chete. Para ine nkhati ndawereramo ine nkharomba, “Fumu usange uyo Ndimwe, chonde fikani ndipo mundiyowoyiskeso ine.” Ine nakhala nkhuŵazga Baibolo lane kuyambira apo ine nkhafikira ku nyumba kufuma ku chipatala ndipo ine nkhaŵazga mu 1 Yohane 4, “Ŵakutemweka, ntha mungagomezganga mizimu yose, kweni muyiyezge iyi usange yikufuma kwa Chiuta.”
Ine nkhamanya kuti mzimu ukandiwonekera ine ndipo apo ine nkhati ndaromba uwu ukizaso. Ntheura ichi chikawoneka kwa ine kuti masauzandi gha mapaundi ghanyamulika kufuma mu uzima wane. Ine nkhaduka ndipo nkhachimbirira ku nyumba ndipo kukawoneka ngati kuti ine nkhachimbiranga pa mphepo.
Amama ŵakafumba, “Bill, kasi ntchichi chachitika kwa iwe?” Ine nkhazgora, “ine nkhumanya chara kweni ine nkhupulika makora chomene ndipo wakupepuka.” Ine ntha nkharutirira kukhala mu nyumba. Ine nkhayenera kuti ndifume na kuchimbira.
Ine nkhamanya pamanyuma kuti usange Chiuta wakakhumbanga kuti ine ndipharazge, Iyo wandichizgenge ine. Ntheura ine nkharuta ku mpingo uwo ukagomezga mu kuphakazga na mafuta ndipo ine nkhachizgika penepapo. Ine ntheura nkhawona kuti ŵasambiri ŵakaŵa na chinyakhe icho ŵapharazgi ŵanandi ntha ŵali nacho muhanyauno. Ŵasambiri ŵakabapatizika na Mzimu Mutuŵa ndipo mwantheura iwo ŵakamanyanga kuchizga ŵarwari na kuchita minthondwe yikuru mu Zina Lakhe. Ntheura ine nkhayamba kuromba ubapatizo wa Mzimu Mutuŵa ndipo nkhaupokera uwu.
Zuŵa limoza pakati pajumpha pafupifupi myezi sikisi, Chiuta wakandipa kukhumba kwa mtima wane. Iyo wakayowoya kwa ine mu Kuŵara kukuru, kundiphaliranga ine kuti ndirute nkhapharazge na kukarombera ŵarwari ndipo Iyo waŵachizgenge iwo kwambura kupwerera za nthenda iwo ŵakaŵa nazo. Ine nkhayamba kupharazga na kuchitanga icho Iyo wakandiphalira kuti ndichite. O bwezi, ine ntha ningayamba kukuphalira iwe vyose ivyo vikachitika: Maso ghakuburumutizgika ghakajurika. Ŵakupunduka ŵakayenda. Kansa yiri kuchizgika, na mitundu yose ya minthondwe yiri kuchitika.
Zuŵa limoza ku umaliro wa Spring Street, Jeffersonville, Indiana, pamanyuma pa chisisimuso cha masabata ghaŵiri, ine nkhabapatizanga ŵanthu 130. Likaŵa zuŵa lakotcha la Ogasiti ndipo ŵanthu pakunji 3,000 ŵakaŵapo. Ine nkhaŵa pafupi kuti ndibapatize munthu wa nambala 17 apo mbwenu kwamabuchibuchi ine nkhalipulika lira lapasipasi, Lizgu lichoko kuwerezgeka ndipo ili likati, “Laŵiska kuchanya.” Mtambo ukaŵa nga ndi mkuŵa pa zuŵa lakotcha lira la Ogasiti. Ise ntha tikaŵapo na vura kwa pafupifupi masabata ghatatu. Ine nkhalipulikaso Lizgu, ndipo pamanyuma likawerezgaso kachitatu ili likati “Laŵiska kuchanya.”
Ine nkhalaŵiska kuchanya ndipo kufuma ku mtambo kukiza nyenyezi yikuru yakuŵara, yeneiyo ine nkhayiwona nyengo zinandi kale kweni kuti ine ntha nkhamuphaliranipo imwe. Nyengo zinandi ine ndiri kuŵaphalira ŵanthu za iyi kuwonekanga ndipo ŵakasekanga waka na kuti, “Bill, iwe ukughanaghanira waka icho. Panji pakunji iwe warotanga.” Kweni warumbike Chiuta, nyengo iyi Iyo wakajiwoneska Iyoyekha kuwoneka ku wose, chifukwa iyi yikiza kufupi chomene na ine kuti ine nkhatondeka kuyowoya. Pakati pajumpha masekondi pachoko ine nkhalira ndipo ŵanthu ŵanandi ŵakalaŵiska kuchanya ndipo ŵakayiwona nyenyezi pachanya waka pa ine. Ŵanji ŵakazinduka apo ŵanji ŵakachemerezga ndipo ŵanji ŵakachimbira. Ntheura nyenyezi yikawerera ku mtambo ndipo malo apo iyi yikafuma ghakaŵa pafupifupi fifitini fiti vigaŵa vinayi ndipo malo agha ghakarutirira kuyendanga na kuŵindukanga panji ngati kuti majigha ghakugubuduzgika. Pakapangika pa malo agha kabingu kachoko katuŵa ndipo nyenyezi yikapokerereka kuchanya mu kabingu kachoko aka.