Zuŵa limoza ine nkhawona kuti nkhayisanga nthowa ya kukanira ntchemo yira. Ine nkharuta kumwera kukaseŵeza pa munda wa viŵeto. Bwezi, Chiuta ndi mukuru kuwaro uko umo Iyo waliri kumalo kulikose. Nkhuromba imwe muvwirike na chakundichitikira chane. Para Iyo wakumuchemani imwe, muzgorani Iyo.
Mlenji umoza wa Seputembara mu chirimika cha 1927, ine nkhaphalira amama kuti ine nkhuruta pa ulendo wa kukakhala mu msasa ku Tunnel Mill, uko ndi pafupifupi mitunda fotini kufuma ku Jeffersonville uko ise tikakhalanga nyengo yira. Ine nkhaŵa kuti ndanozgera kale ulendo wa ku Arizona na ŵabwezi ŵanyakhe. Para amama ŵakati ŵapulikaso kwa ine, ine ntha nkhaŵa ku Tunnel Mill kweni mu Phoenix, Arizona, kuchimbiranga Chiuta wa Chitemwa. Umoyo pa munda wa viŵeto ukaŵa uweme chomene pa kanyengo, kweni mwaluŵiro uwu ukavuska, nga ndi sangurusko lirilose la charu. Kweni lekani ine ndiyowoye apa, Warumbike Chiuta, kuti kukumana na Yesu kukurutirira kunowa na kunowa nyengo zose ndipo ntha kukuvuska. Yesu wakupereka mtende weneko na chipembuzgo nyengozose.
Nyengo zinandi ine ndiri kuyipulika mphepo kuputanga mu mapayini ghatalighatali. Chikawoneka ngati kuti ine nipulikenge Lizgu Lakhe likuchema kutali uko mu thengere, kuti, “Adam, kasi iwe ulinkhu?” Nyenyezi zikawoneka kuŵa pafupi chomene kuti iwe ungamanya kuzitora na mawoko ghako. Chiuta wakawoneka kuŵa pafupi chomene.
Chinthu chimoza za charu chira ndi misewu mu chipalamba. Usange iwe wasezgekamo mu msewu, iwe ukusoŵa mwaluŵiro chomene. Ntheura nyengo zinandi matuwaristi ghakuwona maluŵa ghachoko mu chipalamba ndipo ghakusezgekamo mu msewu kuti ŵakaghatore igho. Iwo ŵakuhangayika mu chipalamba na kusoŵa ndipo nyengo zinyakhe ŵakufwa na nyota. Ntheura ndimo kuliri mu nthowa Yachikhristu – Chiuta wali nayo nthowa yikuru. Iyo wakuyowoya za iyi mu Yesaya, chipatulo 35. Iyi yikuchemeka “Nthowa yikuru Yautuŵa.” Nyengo zinandi vyakusanguruska vichoko vya charu vikumukweterani kutali imwe na nthowa yikuru. Ntheura imwe mukutaya chakumuchitikirani chinu na Chiuta. Mu chipalamba para imwe mwasoŵa, nyengo zinyakhe kukuwoneka muzgerere. Ku ŵanthu awo ŵakufwa na nyota, muzgerere uŵenge mronga panji nyanja. Nyengo zinandi ŵanthu ŵakuvirondozga ivi ndipo ŵakuwa mu ivi mbwenu ŵakusanga kuti iwo ŵakuvivira waka mu mchenga wakotcha. Nyengo zinyakhe devulu wakumurongorani imwe chinyakhe icho iyo wakuti ndi nyengo yiweme. Ichi ndi muzgerere waka, ndi chinyakhe icho ntha chiriko. Usange iwe upulikirenge ujisangenge wekha ukujiwunjikira vitima pa mutu wako. Kumupulikira chara iyo, wakuŵazga wakutemweka. Gomezga Yesu uyo wakukupa iwe maji ghaumoyo ku ŵeneawo ŵali na njara na nyota.
Zuŵa limoza ine nkhapokera kalata kufuma kunyumba kundiphalira ine kuti yumoza wa ŵanung’una ŵane wakarwara chomene. Wakaŵa Edward, wakurondezgana na ine. Nkhumanya ine ntha nkhachighanaghana chomene ichi, ntheura ine nkhagomezga kuti iyo waŵenge makora. Kweni usiku umoza mazuŵa ghachoko ghakati ghajumphapo apo ine nkhizanga kufuma mu msumba apo ine nkhajumphanga pa nyumba yakuryerapo ŵasirikali pa munda wa viŵeto, ine nkhawona pepala pa thebulo. Ine nkhalitora ili. Ili likati, “Bill, fika kumunda wa utheka wa kumpoto. Ntchakuzirwa chomene.” Para ine nkhati naŵazga kakalata bwezi na ine tikaruta kumunda wa utheka. Munthu wakudanga ine nkhakumana nayo wakaŵa mlonda muchekuru wa Lone Star uyo wakaseŵezanga pa munda wa viŵeto. Zina lakhe wakaŵa Durfy, kweni ise tikamuchema iyo “Madala.” Iyo wakaŵa na kawonekero kachitima pa chisko chakhe apo iyo wakati, “Munyamata Billy, ine ndiri na nkhani yiheni ya iwe.” Pa nyengo yira kapitawo wakiza wakwenda. Iwo ŵakandiphalira ine kuti uthenga ukaŵa kuti wafika waka, kundiphalira ine nyifwa ya munung’una wane.
Bwezi lakutemweka, pa kanyengo ine ntha nkhasuntha. Yikaŵa nyifwa yakudanga mu banja lithu. Kweni ine nkhukhumba kuyowoya kuti chinthu chakudanga ine nkhaghanaghana chikaŵa chakuti usange iyo wakanozgeka kufwa. Apo ine nkhang’anamuka ndipo nkhalaŵiska utheka wakuphysuŵara, masozi ghakakhira mu matama ghane. Umo ine nkhakumbukirira umo ise tikapiripitira pamoza para ise tikaŵa ŵana ŵachoko na umo ichi chikatiŵira chinonono ise.
Ise tikaruta ku sukulu pafupifupi ntha na chakukwanira chakuti tikarye. Njoŵe zikaŵa kuwaro kwa skapato zithu ndipo ise tikachitanga kuvwara maburandi ghakale kumangirira phini pa singo chifukwa ise ntha tikavwara mashati. Umo ine nkhakumbukiraso zuŵa limoza Amama ŵakaŵa na popkoni mu kachithini kachoko kuŵa chakurya cha pamuhanya. Ise ntha tikaryera pamoza na ŵana ŵanyithu. Ise ntha tikamanya kusanga chakurya nga ndi icho iwo ŵakaŵa nacho. Ise nyengozose tikagwentheranga kuseri kwa phiri na kurya. Ine nkhukumbuka zuŵa apo ise tikaŵa na popkoni, ise tikaghanaghana kuti ŵakatipwererera makora chomene. Ntheura kuwoneseska kuti ine natorapo vyane vya uyu, ine nkhafuma pambere yindafike muhanyapakati na kutapa kuzura woko pambere munung’una wane wandatorepo wakhe.
Ntheura chiyimirire apo kulaŵiskanga ku zuŵa lawomizga utheka ine nkhaghanaghana za vinthu vyose vira ndipo nkhazizwa usange Chiuta wakamutorera iyo ku malo ghaweme. Ntheura Chiuta wakandichemaso ine, kweni nga nkhaluso, ine nkhayezga kuzerezga ichi.
Ine nkhanozgeka kuti ndifike ku nyumba ku nyifwa. Para Rev. McKinny wa Mpingo wa Port Fulton, munthu uyo wali ngati dada waka kwa ine, wakapharazga nyifwa yakhe wakazunurapo kuti, “Panji ŵanji ŵalipo pano awo ntha ŵakumumanya Chiuta, usange ndi ntheura, muzomerani Iyo sono.” O umo ine nkhafyenyera mpando wane, Chiuta wakachitangaso nane. Muŵazgi wakutemweka, para Iyo wachema, muzgore Iyo.
Ine ntha ndizamuruwa umo Adada na Amama ŵakavu ŵakalirira nyifwa yikati yachitika. Ine nkhakhumbanga kuti ndiwerere Kumwera kweni Amama ŵakandikoserezga chomene ine kuti ndikhale mwakuti paumaliro ine nkhazomerezga kukhala usange ine ningasanga ntchito. Ine mwaluŵiro nkhasanga ntchito ku Public Service Company ya ku Indiana.
Pafupifupi virimika viŵiri vikati vyajumphapo apo nkhayezganga ma meter mu shop ya ma meter pa Gas Works mu New Albany, ine nkhapwetekeka na gas ndipo pa masabata ine nkhasuzgika na uyu. Ine nkharuta ku madokotala ghose ine nkhaghamanyanga. Ine ntha nkhasanganga wovwiri uliwose. Ine nkhasuzgika na acid munthumbo, kupangika chifukwa cha nkhongono ya gas. Ichi chikarutirira kundisuzga nyengo zose. Ine ŵakanditorera ku ŵakaswiri mu Louisville, Kentucky. Iwo paumaliro ŵakati kakaŵa kathumbo kafupi ndipo ŵakati ine nkhayenera kuchitika opareshoni. Ine ntha nkhagomezga ichi pakuti ine ntha nkhaŵapo na urwirwi kulwandi kwane. Madokotala ghakati ghangandichitira chinyakhe chara ine mpaka ine ŵandipange opareshoni. Paumaliro ine nkhazomerezga kuti ŵachite ichi kweni ine nkhakoserezga kuti ŵagwiriske ntchito mankhwala gha kupangiska zazi mwakuti ine ningamanya kulaŵirira opareshoni.
O, ine nkhakhumbanga munyakhe kuti wayimirire pafupi nane uyo wakamumanya Chiuta. Ine nkhagomezga mu kuromba kweni ine nkhatondeka kuromba. Ntheura mupharazgi wakufuma ku First Baptist Church wakaruta nane ku chipinda chakuchitiramo opareshoni.
Para iwo ŵakati ŵanditora ine kufuma pa thebulo kuruta ku bedi lane, ine nkhajipulika ndamwene kurutiriranga kufokanga na kufokanga nyengo yose. Mtima wane ukagundanga mwakusuzgikira. Ine nkhayipulika nyifwa pa ine. Mvuchi wane ukapereŵeranga nyengo yose. Ine nkhamanya ine nkhafika ku umaliro wa nthowa yane. O bwezi lindizga mpaka iwe uzakafikepo apo nyengo yimoza, ntheura iwe uzamughanaghana za vinthu vinandi chomene iwe uli kuchita. Ine nkhamanya ine ntha nkhakhweŵapo, kumwa panji kuŵapo na vizgoŵezi virivyose vyaukazuzi kweni ine nkhamanya ine ntha nkhaŵa wakunozgeka kukumana na Chiuta wane.
Mubwezi wane usange iwe ndiwe membara waka muweme wa mpingo, iwe uzamkumanya para iwe wafika ku umaliro kuti iwe ntha uli wakunozgeka. Ntheura usange icho ndicho chekha iwe ukumanya za Chiuta wane, ine nkhukuromba iwe sono nthena kuti ugwade pa makongono ghako na kumuromba Yesu kuti wakupe iwe chakukuchitikira chira chakuŵa wakubabikaso, nga ndiumo Iyo wakaphalirira Nikodemo mu Yohane chipatulo 3, ndipo o umo mabelu gha chimwemwe ghazamkulirira. Rumbani Zina Lakhe.